BR Chitwood

BR Chitwood

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It is all so strange looking back on such a crowded and awkward life, pulling scenes to fit the moment, finding harmony in your efforts, finding joy but struggling still to find the truth of ‘who I am?’

Born in the bruised but peaceful hills of Appalachia, there was not so much fanfare but the tedious questions of food and hunger and disease and, of course, ignorance – the very simplest of ignorance, walking hand in hand with what some were calling ‘The End!’

Work was a major disclaimer for most of the population. Some fathers left home for work in other states, leaving behind their most cherished belongings – their wives, kids, scrawny beasts of burden just about out of time for another breath. Some fathers gave up early, drank from their ‘fruit jars’ filled with ‘corn liquor’, ‘white lightning’, using the tools given to them by their ancestors.

One elementary school, one steepled, white-board church, a combo-store and post office.

The soft sounds of labor were the saw-mill camp pumping out the finished lumber for new houses, repairs for older homes, sawdust, and always the hope that someday this small space on the borders of Kentucky and Tennessee would be thriving. The people working were more or less happy with their pursuits, their radios telling them other cities and towns were not doing so well.

Old locomotives brought lumber from the other side of the mountain, just fallen trees ready to be made into homes for those with the money to build. There were, of course, some vitriol among the Hamlet’s ‘well off’ and ‘not so well off’. For .the most part, however, there were few feuds between the neighbors. Each day had a simple calendar…’slop the hogs’…’hoe the corn’…’plow the north 40’…

Wooldridge, Tennessee, a farming community of not too many habitants, was my ‘home’ for a short period of time, brought about by a divorce. I stayed with my loving grandparents, and my sister stayed some hundred miles away with my maternal grandparents.

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Wooldridge, Tennessee is still there, and it has been many years since I was in the area…except for the ‘script that plays out in my mind on occasion…

There were so many debilitating thoughts occurring in my small brain at that time…I was going to stay with my mother and my sister. My little mind was titillated with the news, and I was happy…not, to leave my grandparents, but to live with my mother and sister.

My sister and I were separated again some months later, and my sister and I were ‘lodged and schooled’ at a large campus in Knoxville, Tennessee – John Tarleton, I believe, was the name of the State-run Facility.

From there, Friendsville Academy was my next stop…this would be the final boarding school before my mother found our first home in Maryville, Tennessee – across the street from the beautiful Maryville College.

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Oak Ridge High School sat on a hill above ‘Towne Center’ in Oak Ridge, and I made friends quickly with Clayton ‘Eight-Ball’ Nunn, Bill Pullem, Tom McGrew, and my life seemed going in the right direction. I was on the Oak Ridge HS Wildcats football team – played a little because I was small and scrawny…Oak Ridge was the best part of my life!

In the US Navy and waited months after ‘boot camp’ and special schooling before being sent to Adak Islands in the Aleutian Chain…passed ‘high’ in my class. These would be the most difficult time of my recruitment.

Adak was headquarters for the US Navy Communications, and it was exciting work… Friends made, I wormed my way into shift-break work in the Beer Parlor. So many nights were spent in a small living room just behind the bar, each sailor in the room sharing stories from home, girlfriends, and, of course, eventual tears…then, break for the barracks (at the other end of the huge building) duty stations were in other buildings. I received some lovely reviews for my acting and continued to do film and modeling work.

 From Navy came marriage…from marriage came college in Pennsylvania…from the AB Degree, I ventured ‘teaching’ at the high school level in Loraine, Ohio – a special writing class set-up for those wishing to go on to college…a fun class with some writing on a daily basis. Good kids with good futures.

With high school teaching I spread my wings and went into textbook publishing. Good people. Good books.

Also came, Divorce!

In California and Arizona, I dabbled in my writing and did TV commercials, some film work, still work (Magazines, et al). I performed in a play called, THE PLEASURE OF HIS COMPANY and received good ratings.

Then, through mistakes, victories, and just being me, I married the loveliest and smartest lady I had ever met. Our world would even run well with her at the helm.

Combined, we have a large family – some in Phoenix, AZ, some in Las Vegas, some in Maryland on the storied and beautiful Chesapeake.

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Life can reach up and grab you roughly at times, but I must say, all the years have carried beauty and richness to my life…Children I love dearly, a wife I love dearly, a Golden Retriever named, Toby, who can still bring me fresh tears of love… Cats, we’ve had a few: ‘Lady Gray’ is our most recent and she is pure and loves her family…we brought this little delight with us from Kentucky.

There is a lot to leave: 20 books of fiction (some based on true cases); I’ve written 500+ blog posts, many short stories, Flash Fiction, and Poetry… (Hope you can read some of these great novels…) Stories, Flash Fiction, and Poetry…FOUND HERE:

https://www.brchitwood.com

The lovely young lady in the picture above is my wife…She is quite the lady…I Love her!

 I married her at the age of consent…

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It is all so strange looking back on such a crowded and awkward life, pulling scenes to fit the moment, finding harmony in your efforts, finding joy but struggling still to find the truth of ‘who I am?’

Born in the bruised but peaceful hills of Appalachia, there was not so much fanfare but the tedious questions of food and hunger and disease and, of course, ignorance – the very simplest of ignorance, walking hand in hand with what some were calling ‘The End!’

Work was a major disclaimer for most of the population. Some fathers left home for work in other states, leaving behind their most cherished belongings – their wives, kids, scrawny beasts of burden just about out of time for another breath. Some fathers gave up early, drank from their ‘fruit jars’ filled with ‘corn liquor’, ‘white lightning’, using the tools given to them by their ancestors.

One elementary school, one steepled, white-board church, a combo-store and post office.

The soft sounds of labor were the saw-mill camp pumping out the finished lumber for new houses, repairs for older homes, sawdust, and always the hope that someday this small space on the borders of Kentucky and Tennessee would be thriving. The people working were more or less happy with their pursuits, their radios telling them other cities and towns were not doing so well.

Old locomotives brought lumber from the other side of the mountain, just fallen trees ready to be made into homes for those with the money to build. There were, of course, some vitriol among the Hamlet’s ‘well off’ and ‘not so well off’. For .the most part, however, there were few feuds between the neighbors. Each day had a simple calendar…’slop the hogs’…’hoe the corn’…’plow the north 40’…

Wooldridge, Tennessee, a farming community of not too many habitants, was my ‘home’ for a short period of time, brought about by a divorce. I stayed with my loving grandparents, and my sister stayed some hundred miles away with my maternal grandparents.

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Wooldridge, Tennessee is still there, and it has been many years since I was in the area…except for the ‘script that plays out in my mind on occasion…

There were so many debilitating thoughts occurring in my small brain at that time…I was going to stay with my mother and my sister. My little mind was titillated with the news, and I was happy…not, to leave my grandparents, but to live with my mother and sister.

My sister and I were separated again some months later, and my sister and I were ‘lodged and schooled’ at a large campus in Knoxville, Tennessee – John Tarleton, I believe, was the name of the State-run Facility.

From there, Friendsville Academy was my next stop…this would be the final boarding school before my mother found our first home in Maryville, Tennessee – across the street from the beautiful Maryville College.

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Oak Ridge High School sat on a hill above ‘Towne Center’ in Oak Ridge, and I made friends quickly with Clayton ‘Eight-Ball’ Nunn, Bill Pullem, Tom McGrew, and my life seemed going in the right direction. I was on the Oak Ridge HS Wildcats football team – played a little because I was small and scrawny…Oak Ridge was the best part of my life!

In the US Navy and waited months after ‘boot camp’ and special schooling before being sent to Adak Islands in the Aleutian Chain…passed ‘high’ in my class. These would be the most difficult time of my recruitment.

Adak was headquarters for the US Navy Communications, and it was exciting work… Friends made, I wormed my way into shift-break work in the Beer Parlor. So many nights were spent in a small living room just behind the bar, each sailor in the room sharing stories from home, girlfriends, and, of course, eventual tears…then, break for the barracks (at the other end of the huge building) duty stations were in other buildings. I received some lovely reviews for my acting and continued to do film and modeling work.

 From Navy came marriage…from marriage came college in Pennsylvania…from the AB Degree, I ventured ‘teaching’ at the high school level in Loraine, Ohio – a special writing class set-up for those wishing to go on to college…a fun class with some writing on a daily basis. Good kids with good futures.

With high school teaching I spread my wings and went into textbook publishing. Good people. Good books.

Also came, Divorce!

In California and Arizona, I dabbled in my writing and did TV commercials, some film work, still work (Magazines, et al). I performed in a play called, THE PLEASURE OF HIS COMPANY and received good ratings.

Then, through mistakes, victories, and just being me, I married the loveliest and smartest lady I had ever met. Our world would even run well with her at the helm.

Combined, we have a large family – some in Phoenix, AZ, some in Las Vegas, some in Maryland on the storied and beautiful Chesapeake.

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Life can reach up and grab you roughly at times, but I must say, all the years have carried beauty and richness to my life…Children I love dearly, a wife I love dearly, a Golden Retriever named, Toby, who can still bring me fresh tears of love… Cats, we’ve had a few: ‘Lady Gray’ is our most recent and she is pure and loves her family…we brought this little delight with us from Kentucky.

There is a lot to leave: 20 books of fiction (some based on true cases); I’ve written 500+ blog posts, many short stories, Flash Fiction, and Poetry… (Hope you can read some of these great novels…) Stories, Flash Fiction, and Poetry…FOUND HERE:

https://www.brchitwood.com

The lovely young lady in the picture above is my wife…She is quite the lady…I Love her!

 I married her at the age of consent…

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Lester at Dexter High

Lester at Dexter High School

Lester at Dexter High

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It Is quite amazing how and why people have the impulse to disfavor you in all kinds of settings – be it a Store, a Movie House, Church, School, sidewalk, a restaurant, anywhere!

Maybe it’s a ‘Social, verbal vitriolic attack because the personal ‘VVA’ remembers the number of times the person ‘has pushed his/her button recently’. Let’s call the ‘VVA’ another name as well, his real name, Lester Hale, the local high school football’s team hero who has shot them to the top of their local Football Division.

As in most cases of ‘Bullying’, the ‘Les’ knows how to sketch the points of where he levels our unsuspecting victim. The most frightening aspect of this ill-guided Teen-ager is that he understands exactly where the key is kept when not being used.

Lester has other problems this day. He watches the kids scratch their heads over the number of police present at the school, checking lockers and classrooms. He also catches the stares from members of the police unit. He is not intimidated by their presence.

He is however eager to know ‘why’ the police presence? The ‘deal’ he has cooked up doesn’t go until the bell rings at 3:15 PM.

Hey, I’m just backing to a few pages of history, and I’m not surprised to find we have had these kids with fouled brains throughout our history. The bastards who get them there have set the tone for their thoughts and their hatred…

Lester is having a marvelous day: he has gotten some real scary faces around him, those who wonder what is coming next from this unregistered member of the ‘KKK’ who has modified their programs of devastation. There is nothing good that will be coming from this group, other than dumbing-down talk and action…their lives, the way they were taught to live them. The kids had a chance, but did they have the positive images of ‘Purple Mountain Majesty’, ‘America the Beautiful’, and ‘A house not divided’ who sang the positive and the beautiful… No, the kids had their music and lyrics written for them by ‘lame duck’ nay-sayers and those shooting the dice for glory and bounty.

 cheeksso much to people coming to America, and, somehow, ‘the melting pot’ became a ‘shooting arcade’, a place you can pick a good fight anywhere.

I cannot spend much time with our Governmental successes – certainly, not in the past couple of years, but it seems the young congress ‘modifiers’ – AOC and her group, are making America somewhat of a Pariah Playground…licking their cheeks and taking our money.

We are so close to becoming a country with all the evil forces of the past settling in for Armageddon.

I am not a ‘Doom-Sayer’ but, now an old man, I worry for my kids, grand-kids, and great-grand kids. We have the greatest motivators in our country coming forward, good and honest people. ‘Bite the bullets’ you need to bite, get rid of the ‘losers’, but, please, get our country running again. We have all you ‘red, white, and blue’ power-movers, and one can hope for here in the USA an emerging country and economy – with lots of gas, food stuffs, and some very large bottles of Champagne.

Come on, America, Let’s get going!

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BR Chitwood – June 1, 2022

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I have written 20 books, 500 blogs, short stories, flash fiction, poetry, and songs…hope you can enjoy some of my work…they are all at https://www.brchitwood.com

So Much Mayhem and Mud

So Much Mayhem and Mud!

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Papers print the news!

Television shoots the live images!

A senile president can only play ‘Yesterday’!

Can it be that so many of our public Servers are ‘brain dead’?

It is all unfolding before our eyes!

Daily!

Hourly!

Innocents are killed!

The world quakes in disgust!

Where is Superman?

The Militia?

The total outrage!

Can we be this weak in protecting our people?

When the hell is enough, ENOUGH?

We are throwing money away like drunken fools!

Rampant are the fools we trust!

Where is the End?

The last body laid to rest?

Where is the wrath of God?

The tune plays on and on!

Someone must care!

Troops must be everywhere!

Until!

Until the madness is gone!

Until babies can be born again!

Until the reason for living is viable again!

Until gross selfishness suffocates from its labor!

Until the world can awaken to new days!

To brightness and peace!

To merciful giving and love!

It must come!

Doom awaits in the shadows!

Be rid of malice and brutal behavior!

Now, dammit!

Not in a few weeks or months!
Now, dammit!

No more bullshit!

Now, dammit!

Rid us of hypocrisy in Government!

Give us our inalienable rights?

Now, dammit!

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BR Chitwood – May (NOW), 2022

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My 20 books, 500 blog posts, short stories, Flash Fiction, Poetry, Songs can be found at:

https://www.brchitwood.com

Who Do You Think You Are?

Who Do You Think You Are?

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“Who do you think you are?”

“What? Who is speaking?”

“You are, Weirdo! You’re talking to yourself.”

“Hmm! Strange! That’s never happened before…”

“Sure, it has, almost daily, in fact.”

“Whoa! Who the hell are you…and, where are you?”

“In your brain, Idiot!”

“Which side?”

“Which side? Which side? What a dumb-ass question… your frontal lobe.”

“Oh, My God! I’m going nuts!”

“Going? You been working on this for some time, dip-shit!”

“Hey, keep it clean!”

“You’re doing the talking, dip-shit!”

“So, I’m going crazy! The ‘Frontal Lobe’ of my brain is talking to me…so, you eavesdrop on everything I think or say. Is that your function? There’s a ‘left’ and a ‘right’ lobe, right? So, what’s your job ‘Lobe-Meister’?”

“Why did I get stuck in your brain? You are a dummy…but, okay, I’m a functionary part of your brain: the ‘left side’ of the lobe controls the right commands; the ‘right side’ controls the left… You’ve never done this before! Why, now? This chat business”?

“’Never done this before’? Hey, Lobe-Meister, this is as new for me as it is for you. It’s not like I requested this meeting…”

“Okay, okay, something is up, and I have to check it out. Are you hurting anywhere?”

“There is a light quaking sound… No pain. Otherwise, I’m sitting here thinking I’m crazy!”

“Don’t take that off the table as a possibility, because I’ve never had this happen before… I will do my ‘due diligence’ and get back to you. For now, go to bed and sleep for hours.”

“Before you go, what’s the difference between the ‘mind’ and the ‘brain’?”

“Huge subject, pardner… The mind can influence the brain, have a ‘mental force’ – check out ‘Neuro Plasticity and The Power of Mental Force’.”

“That’s it? You are leaving me with that? One last thing: Am I going to be hearing from you on a frequent timeline? Do I have a ‘say’ in the matter? If not, please, don’t come at me when I’m making love or out on a date…”

“Sorry, I cannot make any promises…maybe your thought processes will be enough! Bye.”

“Meant to tell you this earlier: your voice sounds really prissy-like…does God include you with every birth?”

“No comment! I said, ‘Good-bye’!”

“Hmmm!”

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BR Chitwood – May 25, 2022

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All 20 of my books with synopses, 500 blog posts, short stories, Flash Fiction, Poetry, and Songs can be found at:

https://www.brchitwood.com

When is Tomorrow?

When is Tomorrow?

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 For many, tomorrow never comes!

Why?

Because ‘Tomorrow’ for many is a ‘dream day’, that day when bells ring and all that one has wished to happen – happens! They become rich through a lottery drawing! They hear from their agent that a publisher has decided on their novel, their book of poetry, their historical fantasy. They receive word that The War Has Ended! Twin girls are born! big raise at work! Dream Days that make a Tomorrow rich with blessings and joy.

Because of circumstances, because of educational growth, low IQs, because of inbred anger, poverty, ignorance, laziness, and any number of causal effects, ‘Dream Days’ never come for some of us. No matter our prayers, our hopes and wishes, the Dream Days never come.

In a Democracy, each of us has our Freedom and Liberty to take us to our Dreams and Goals. Some of us are lazy and wait for the world to offer us our dream. It is seldom that will happen, and, when it does happen, the ending will not be easy to watch. Some will turn to crime for a possible rescue from their prevailing state of life, some even to murder…their envy and hatred of those who have worked hard to make their lives satisfying.

So, what is all this gibberish really trying to say…you read the newspapers…you watch the news on TV or hear it on your radios.

It comes down to this!

Our leaders – president, house, senate, state houses must be much better at their jobs, never lose sight of the People for whom they work. Those who use their charm and speaking talent and their enticing promises only as a stepping stone for the lifetime benefits of the Lobbyists and their own greed must be thrown out of office. People like George Soros and the rich who buy their favors cannot be allowed to interfere with government business for the American people. ‘Mr. Clean’ has a hellava job in cleaning up federal, state, and local governments.

If this country can do these things for the American people, we will see some very ugly statistics go speedily down, riots become a ‘thing’ of the past, criminals paying dearly for their crimes, prosperity becoming common for all states. All colors among our citizens are equal now. Then, again, what the hell do I know! I’m just an aging American citizen who wants all we attest to in our founding documents… LIFE, LIBERTY, THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS, PROSPERITY FOR THE PEOPLE OF ALL OUR GREAT COUNTRY…

You read it here! If we have to start over, START OVER!

GOD BLESS AMERICA!

Color me Naïve, Dumb, or, Close!

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BR Chitwood – May 23, 2022

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Too Many Voices

Too Many Voices

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By BR Chitwood

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I yap a lot because I have a lot to yap about – too many voices coming at me in staccato rhythm, someone grabbing me and taking me to play in a pool of blue water (and I actually like this time of the day). Still, it seems so much time is spent on me…all my Mommy and Daddy need to do is patiently allow me to cry at times, laugh at times, poop at times and, of course, change me when they sense a strange smell.

Why can’t they just let me be to do what I want to do at the moment? Well, that’s kind of silly because I am just a baby, exploring every inch of space, checking out everything that comes to my view, exploring, you might say. I have to be fed at certain points in time, bathed at other points in time, dressed and cooed at incessantly, put to crib-bed at a certain hour, and tasks built around me, I must say, are handled in a well-coordinated way.

My Grandpa and Grandma really fuss over me, but not in a doting way – a careful, loving way. My Great Grandma is a joy to be around because she seems to know what these early stages of me are all about. She loves me most tenderly and I think she will be in my growing years for some time.

My body is getting bigger with each passing day, and I’m learning so much from those who love me. One day, I want to make all this wonderful family of mine very proud…it’s just a seed right now, but I can sense where it’s taking me: to a place all who love me will be abundantly pleased…

I don’t know much about those kids who don’t have the love and attention I have every day, but I will learn more with each 24-hour cycle, and my wonderful parents and their wonderful parents will hopefully watch me learn about life and see me always putting my energy and wisdom to the aid of our great country and its people…

Now, it’s time for my afternoon nap.

I’ll talk to you more as the days, weeks, months, and years pass, and I shall never forget the love and sharing that will make me what I am to be.

My name is Owen Orchowski, American born and bred, and Terribly Proud of It!

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BR Chitwood – May 19, 2022

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All my writing is at this site: 20 books (with cover pics and synopses}, 500 blog posts, Short Stories, Flash Fiction, Poetry, and Songs. Please, feel free to browse…

GOD BLESS THE UNITED STATES

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By BR Chitwood

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From clean and washed minds, that is, from teachers of my past, elementary grades through college and beyond, from teachers of whom I can write these words with a modicum of certainty, this narrative comes to anyone who would want to read it – based on the events and factions today ruling our classrooms.

Foremost and generally accepted, we have devoted and principled teachers in our classrooms who wish to empower our children with history’s truthful events and doctrines, to teach our children the basics of Math, Reading, Science, and Social Studies that were taught to them by the disciplined minds of patriotic teachers who did not slip in nuances of some country’s Socialist principles where power to dictate and rule come from wealthy and poisoned minds of the past, those who rule by tyranny…does ‘American Marxism’ ring a bell?

If ‘Marxism’ does not ring a bell, think of some of our new dialogues in the ‘higher circles’ – teaching young children in their beginning classrooms about this ugly phenomenon, about a boy becoming a girl so he can compete and win in ‘Women’s Sports’ and vice versa…changing ‘rest rooms’ into non-exclusive rooms for body functions but for ‘lighting up’ or ‘shooting up’ with drugs.

Okay, I did not know the horror of all this until I began to research some of the stuff I was reading and hearing about it on the television channels…too retired into my writing and movie watching.

It is real, folks, believe me. If you can do any data-type research on colleges and universities across out country, you will find out for yourselves. So many of our schools and Universities are into this ‘ugly business’ in a thick and nasty way. Our US Education Association is in lock-step with this new Marxism, and their big money we fork out to them make them all the more dangerous. This plague, if I may make this reference, is so much with us at this point in time – more than I can do any creditable penning of the issue here. However, it is real, and it is true, even in our national government, representatives who should not be part of decision making in our House and Senate but neither should they be in our country.

We are the United States of America, free and able to express our grievances, untethered, free to make our own choices of who runs our governments – state and national – free to choose our leaders, particularly the President of this great country, but how many of us believe this past election was a terrible slap in the face to our loyal citizens… Senility and power are strange and dangerous bed partners. This president and his VP should be, must be, replaced quickly. We need real and enforceable laws to contain the crime and evil that comes with our freedom, but we should have a diligent and true police presence everywhere to protect our great nation and its people.

I am just a citizen, but I love my country and its democratic policies, truly protected from graft and malfeasance.

God Bless the United States!

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BR Chitwood May 19, 2022

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Our Scarred World

Our Scarred World

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Somewhere along the scarred and diverse political line there has got to come a civil and practical union of minds…minds that can see the distinction between schoolyard bullies, those who have been fed political slop of bias and wrong-working policies from one side of the spectrum from parents who argue parts of political problems without the Bona fides to succeed…and, of course, minds that can see more logical and compatible policies that help an entire nation – not, just those labeled with ‘blue’ alone, but those that can work for the ‘Red’ and ‘Blue’.

I’m approaching that part of life where my living parameters are flashing with great neon awareness, where my political will and logic are weak and meager – not that they ever were so forceful in altering anyone’s assumptions on the blackboards of the two major forces who vie for our votes. I have never been this concerned about our nation as I am in the present. I see forces at work that could literally push our sacred ‘Life, Liberty, and Freedom’, our ‘Constitution of the United States’, our ‘Bill of Rights’, ‘Unity of Races’, all for which our proud men and women died for in our wars.

It seems to me all people – Blacks, Whites, Asians, et al – are now firmly part of our great United States of America…a splendid quilt, if you will of all among us.

So, why, ‘riots’? Why, rampant thievery and murder that does not invest its energies in the evening time, but during the day, visible to all who are watching. Yet, our fragmented police District Attorneys appear to be bought off by big money people – we have heard some of their names.

It must be admitted here, as I write this post, that I well-know nothing written here can or will never alter the issues of which I write. It is for me a simple attempt at renouncing the vile perpetraters of crime, malice, and evil doers who have no respect for our country or the people who honestly try to get our system in working order.

In these past couple of years I have seen our country’s borders come to ruin with millions of peoples from all over the world coming into the United States, along with purveyors of killer-drugs for sale, the Cartels making millions of dollars in smuggling and drugs in the process.

The man we call President, his Vice-President, and all of his cabinet picks are without equals in their government posts – words like ‘evil’, dumb, and unworthy come to mind…

There has never been a doubt in my mind that this current president was fraudulently elected, that he is eminently senile and puts our great country in peril…not to mention the son of this president who has committed crimes in his sexual pursuits and his use of our government as his benefactor.

Those who are reading this, YOU are correct! I should not be writing these words…although truthful and the ‘great washed’ among us know my words ring true…

So, I thank those who might read this post for their indulgence…after all, I’m only writing of things you already know.

I love this country and want the very best in leadership for its future, for me, my family, and all the families of the United States of America.

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BR Chitwood – May 18, 2022

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BRC

Darkness, Light, and Shadows

Darkness, Light, and Shadows

By BR Chitwood

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The visits from ‘Darkness, Lights, and Shadows’ have been often over the spread of my life, my cornbread-loving, hog-slopping, ‘hay-behind-the-ear’ yokel life, or, at least, assumed so…

What am I trying to convey here? (This question comes up quite often as I poke fingers at these typing keys!)

Divorce, broken family, and some terror insanity took me from those beautiful green hills of Tennessee, into the US Navy, and, after discharge, on the ‘GI Bill’ into the college world of learning. Those kids in the classrooms with the minds that worked orderly had some fun with the strange words and phrases that came from my countrified mind…and, shucks, I laughed right along with the professors and the kids…hey, they were learning the difference between ‘citified’ and ‘countrified’.

There came later on the ‘neon world’, the bars, restaurants, and pretty ladies, marriages, divorces, and further painful learning. I made it to the corporate world of sales and management, stayed for years. With a talent agency, I did TV commercials, some film and stage acting…my world, the ‘oyster’ – and I enjoyed every morsel…

During the ‘hayseed years’ of my past, I had enjoyed singing, writing, poetry, along with my love for cowboy movies. Hopalong Cassidy, Roy Rogers, Gene Autry, Tim Holt were some of my favorites until I went to the movie thrillers and romantic broken hearts that had to be put back together.

I’m married to a wonderful lady now for many years, and we share the love of our kids, and the ‘grands’! I have written over twenty novels, including two bios, 500 blog posts, poetry, many short stories and Flash Fiction pieces, lots of Poetry, and many songs…AND, I’m a lousy self-publisher and have done a poor job in my marketing of materials.

The main thing is, I’m old now, and I don’t want to be old… I want to do it all over again, minus those early years of gloom and uncertainty…

So, if anyone has a ‘magic pill’ or ‘time tunnel’ and you are a gracious, giving person… Okay, ‘local yokel’!  You have gone past your ‘nap time’.

BR Chitwood – May 12, 2022

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So, Now What?

So, Now What?

BR Chitwood

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Another move!

Sold our beautiful South Mountain Retreat – could not turn down the price…yeah, I know, money is not everything! Couple it, however, with home prices ‘through the roof’, a body getting older and less functional with each passing day plus a handsome payoff and a temporary move-in with our good and wise daughter, my wife doing all the work (I know, I know! I’m worthless!) and me sitting sprawled on my ‘lift chair’ already typing this short post… A lovely couple, Blake and Claudia along with their beautiful Lab, Sami, are the new owners – Blake, a Clinical Psychologist and, Claudia, a Registered Nurse – beautiful people from the far west.

Aging of course comes with strange catalysts, like, a sudden fall or short memory recall…just laying the foundation like it is, the result of a couple of falls, some aches and pains.  I can still walk and get around, have family who cater to my needs – and, wow, I use this to the greatest ‘poor me’ extent possible. Actually, the place I feel still secure within myself, still viable in my writing, is when I open this laptop gadget and start my pecking.

You can take this to the bank: I shall know when my words become too mundane and without any solid penmanship…maybe this short post will give one pause as to the viability of my writing…,

  That is when I will ‘rock you’ with a scintillating short story, flash fiction, and/or poetry. Writing has been such a strong force for so many years, it would be sacrilege not to obey its enticements.

So, no earth-shattering piece here, just some facts of my aging life for my small cadre of readers and writers.

 My wife did all the work, so why am I so damned tired?

Just saying!

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BR Chitwood – May 9, 2022

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